When you were trying to succeed in your plans...
You would stop at nothing to achieve that...
But now, when u know that it is all over, though it is not because of you...
You stopped trying to please him and flirt around...
Which you did badly at of course...
Now you thought u succeeded, you stopped and started giving him the cold shoulder...
Giving excuses when he wanted to borrow your stuff...
Not going to the library anymore...
This just proves that you have no sense of shame...
I know that you wanted revenge on me...
But you must know that it comes from your heart and not superficial...
That is just so... Despicable...
亏你还想得出，只有你这种人才想得出这种方法。。。。
Anyways...
You won't always succeed trust me if you are reading...
There will be one day where you will be defeated by all of us...
I will make sure that you will be utterly shocked and speechless...
You will be sorry for what you have done...
Wipe that smile off your face, because beneath it is a ugly and disfigured heart
You WILL NOT be first in class anymore for SA2...
Mark my words...
I will work doubly hard... The whole team will...
Together... I am confident that you will be sorry for what you have done to us...
I will NEVER regret my actions..
Especially this time... This is the best choice I have made in my life to have revenge...
And I will remember it for the rest of my life...
If I don't beat you, I am going to try my best, even if it will use up all of my brain cells...
OR even my life...
TRUST ME AND MARK MY WORDS...
I AM GOING TO DIE TRYING...
if that is the price i have to pay to beat you....
I just woke up from a dream i had been having for 6 months...
In fact, its the best dream i had in my life......
Now life is going back to normal...
Dreading school, waiting for fridays etc...
But do you think it is so easy to forget someone so easily?
Its not.... Not at all
It is definitely impossible for me to forget you totally...
You have been part of my life since...
And now you want me to forget about it...
Its impossible... For once, i say its impossible
I really feel like crying... i knew this day would come one day...
After that day, and I just really want to focus on my studies, though it may be impossible, I know
But I know you can do it, I believe you can...
Lets see what fate has in store for us...
I never thought this would happen but apparently it did...
Although it did break my heart, but i believe what we are doing is for our own good...
I will always remember you...
i will keep our memories deep down...
Bury it down where only we know about it...
But if you have anything, dont keep it to yourself...
Share it with me...
Good luck for the upcoming EOYs...
Jiayou, I hope that by giving this up, you can focus more now....
What hurts one the most is actually not physical pain but emotional pain inflicted by some people close to one's heart...
When you do not feel the love that you want or hope to get, you will feel the hurt in your heart and it cannot be taken back...
It will always leave a scar there forever...
Why is this happening??
I don't understand a single bit of it...
It was going so perfectly and smoothly... Why did these hiccups have to happen??
Though I admit that this may be part of the whole process, I still think that it is possible to make this go even more smoothly....
I can feel it... Somehow... I dont know how...
But I can sense it, its still strong and not showing signs of breaking apart....
I hope that this will last forever....
I really like this feeling a lot...
I dont think I can stop myself...
I just went too far....
If I want to blame anybody... I only have myself to blame....
How I wish that I could go back to the time where we could talk for what seems like forever over the phone earlier on and not having you so busy with your studies like revising and so on...
I know you want to get good results and etc....
So I really dont blame you for that...
I know you are not ignoring me...
Bye...
