When you do not feel the love that you want or hope to get, you will feel the hurt in your heart and it cannot be taken back...
It will always leave a scar there forever...
Why is this happening??
I don't understand a single bit of it...
It was going so perfectly and smoothly... Why did these hiccups have to happen??
Though I admit that this may be part of the whole process, I still think that it is possible to make this go even more smoothly....
I can feel it... Somehow... I dont know how...
But I can sense it, its still strong and not showing signs of breaking apart....
I hope that this will last forever....
I really like this feeling a lot...
I dont think I can stop myself...
I just went too far....
If I want to blame anybody... I only have myself to blame....
How I wish that I could go back to the time where we could talk for what seems like forever over the phone earlier on and not having you so busy with your studies like revising and so on...
I know you want to get good results and etc....
So I really dont blame you for that...
I know you are not ignoring me...
Bye...
